Scared of Who I'm Becoming...

Something is occurring deep inside; I can feel something changing. It isn't anything that anyone else will notice, but I can feel it happening. I am changing.

My school and work schedule is forcing me to go to bed earlier, and soon my sleep schedule will adjust itself for going to bed at a decent hour and waking up early.

I fear that in a week's time, the change will be complete; I will soon no longer be a nightowl. It is said that change is good, but I'm scared of who I'm becoming.

So Tired, So Cold...

I do not know what it's been, but all day I've been freezing and absolutely exhausted. No matter what I do - put on a sweater, turn on the heater, or get under a blanket - I keep shivering, and I've had no energy to do anything. It's not like I woke up super early, because I actually slept a decent amount; I'm just so lethargic. It's only about 9:30 PM, and I'm already sleepy!

I hope I just need a good night's rest and that when I wake up in the morning, I'll be good to go.